Before Ramadhan, I made a new resolution.
- To finish the read the whole Quran.
- To Zikir everyday of Ramadhan.
- Not to buy food at the Bazaar Ramadhan.
- To not waste time with things that are not beneficial (like music).
- To avoid committing sins that would reduce my Fasting Pahala.
- To avoid getting sick and missing any days of fasting.
Since Ramadhan began, I've been trying so hard to keep myself within the walls of the rules that I have made for myself. I've realized a long time ago that it is a big loss if we don't make full use of every free time we have during Ramadhan with
Amal Ibadah. Allah SWT dedicated this month especially for the Muslims to easily gain
Pahala. The most obvious
'amal is the Tarawih prayers. Each night Muslims who perform
Tarawih prayers are awarded with different
Pahala every each night.
I sad that not many people seem to realize that. Most people think that Ramadhan is just another month but you're just not allowed to eat. But it's not. I see people fasting but still talk badly about others or gossip. They fast but they look at woman's curves everywhere they go. They fast but they swear at every little thing that makes them a bit angry. I'm sorry to say, but in Islam, that is not fasting.
Fasting is not just not eating. It's restraining ourselves from anything that would reduce our
fasting pahala. All the things that I've mentioned before. It gets worse when there are people who claim themselves as Muslims but do not bow down to Allah 5 times a day or even at all. These people have lost the meaning of Islam. To them, it's another religion that anyone can choose to practice or not for the sake of filling in their spiritual emptiness.
This is why for this Ramadhan, I have been conducting a program called Tadarus Al-Quran at the faculty to spread this awareness in the Muslims who have lost their purpose of existense.
This Ramadhan, for me, has been a session of realization. I've opened my eyes to things that really matter.